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[Sep. 11th, 2005|11:05 am] |
absolutely nothing has gone right for me in the last few weeks
and it is starting to come back and upset me right about now. fuck. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|08:40 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
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| | everytime we touch-cascada | ] |
if you want me
do something about it
games are overrated. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|08:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | c'est la vie-bewitched | ] |
It's been a really long time since i have updated, mostly because i wanted anonymous to get a full run and say everything he wanted to say before i cut him off.
Life's been pretty dull though. Summer is about over and for the first time in my career at bbn, i'm not even slightly excited for the start of the school year. It not only makes me sad but it makes me want to run away and not go to school again. Maybe because of the fact that i still have loads of summer reading and maybe because i have seen most people i care deeply about and i don't feel the need to go to school to be social.
We're on a break again. I don't know how i feel about it except that ughh..life is complicated and i'm really skitso about this topic.
I completely cleaned out my entire room today and it was nice, i got rid of everything in my past that was unnecassary and messy.
field hockey final cuts after double sessions on tuesday=very stressful. great.
call me-i need love. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|07:16 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brick-ben fold five | ] |
unhappiness hits faster than you could possibly expect it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | just friends-gavin degraw | ] |
i am officially single
after 10 months. woooww.
who would have guessed it huh?
p.s i'm happy
call if you wanna make out slash chill. |
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| my first entry in awhile |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | crazy for this girl-evan and jaron | ] |
I've been taking care of some driving hours this week. My driving guy, LEO, is about the funniest foreigner i have ever met. the man sang my girl with me at the top of his lungs and he barely speaks english but he has mastered explaining what a stop sign is for. anyways, its actually fun. Mia and i went out to dinner together tonight and did some more shopping...as usual
"do i uhhhh...know you?" HAHAHHA
grabbing and missing the door was pretty cool as well. yesss.
well gregg comes home tomorrow, if you don't know how i feel about it then it's probably a huge shock. yeah peace man. +BSB THIS WEEKEND!! WITH BLAIRRRR! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|07:34 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | weird world-BSB | ] |
i'm home
i am emotionally drained
take me out. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ipods suck | ] |
I'm leaving for California again in the morning
i'm about as uninthusiastic as i was the first time which was only a week ago.
GREAT--call me. payce. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|08:50 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | poster girl-BSB | ] |
Tonight i went out to dinner with the FAB FIVE + SARAH BULLARDDD (SEXY SIX??) for SONIAS birthday dinner. it was a surprise and sonias face was absolutely priceless. nights highlights include:
laguna beach convos
the lame ass free sundae
the bitch next to mia
senior girls (KIMMY, you made up for the last time..ILY)
comparing jake to harry potter (my face was priceless)
blair and i laughing at the lame sundae
AHHH I LOVE YOU GIRLS SOO SOO MUCH..we shall chill again soon. |
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| 3letters.2emails.18days. |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|03:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | butterfly--craazy town | ] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAYYY SONIAA!!!
i hope you got your permit and all that jazzz
loove youuu |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|10:50 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
i'm home
probably not for long
california was as emotionally draining as it was supposed to be, maybe more so |
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| bye bye |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gaavin..as usual | ] |
tomorrow i leave for california for like 10 days. it's mostly a trip to visit friends and family. i'm not very excited.
i'll have my phone so call a lot
love u all |
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| one more kiss could be the best thing |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 3 doors downn | ] |
i haven't updated in awhile and that has not been because i haven't had the time, because i have but rather have had nothing very spectacular to report. I've gone out with old friends, best friends and former friends all in the last weekend and it has left me with a sense of sadness about my past. Mostly i miss a lot of it. Not that i don't like what i have now, because i do but i guess it is easier to be inlove with the knowledge of what has already happened to you.
i waited for a whole month to hear from him. the one day that i was out GOLFING..he comes online and i miss it. I did get an email and was happy to hear that he has written to me 5 times and mail just sucks there. It made me miss him and sad and happy and everything inbetween. Mostly it made me want him to come home.
On a happier note, the preview to the new season of Lagunaa beach is tonight and i am more than excited!! |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black eyed peass | ] |
the best part of my day was the art store!! oh my god...i bought it out.
Mia62989 (9:32:04 PM): aww my little picassooo
ahahhah
um im signing up for cake decorating classes. anyone interested in doing it with me? it looks absolutely scrumptious (i don't usually use words like that but it seemed suitable.) |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | stan-eminem | ] |
Today was the last day of geom and i was conveniantly sick hahaha. It worked out though, i got to sleep in and watch dawsons creek reruns, which were amazing. Tonight i went out to dinner with mia and blairbear which was just as eventful as always. I told some ...funny jokes. hahah and my food was disgusting but it was worth it because it truly was a good time. I'm sad blairy is going away tomorrow. booooo. Too bad abbie and sonia couldnt come tonight!
But the best news of all is that my parents finally agreed that they would give me the room on the third floor as my permanent art studio. This is exciting on so many levels. It has excellent lighting and is just big enough for all my art shit that is sprawled on my bedroom floor but is small enough to be cozy and artsy. I am so excited for this. It will definetely take awhile for it to be set up and stuff. I want my first big art project to be painting the walls vibrant shades of green, pink, blue..and who knows what im in the mood for. My parents said they weren't thrilled with that idea though. It's ok..it will work out. It is also perfect because my family doesnt spend much time on the third floor and so it will be private. Tomorrow I'm going to hit up some art stores and craft places. maybe with mia?? let me know if you're into this stuffff. This is def my new calling!! I am so excited. I finally have a hobby.
still no letter, but things are looking up because i heard from his mommaaa.
i also just have great friends. maaaatty--i love you, you complete me. |
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| MAATTTYYY BABYY = home today!! |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|10:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the click 5-just the girl | ] |
Last night Lindsey, Hannah and i chilled for awhile. We made so much god damn food, i didn't know it was capable for people to eat so much. We then played outside for awhile until we saw my brother spying on us. Then we baked the most awesomest cupcakes ever with delicious frosting. Lindsey left and hanhan and i played dress up and were mad badass. We found the perfect way to sneak out of my house for future reference. I also talked to at least two past boyfriends in that hour of my life and actually carried good conversations with them (NICK CHICK-I<3YOU). This morning hannah left super early and today looks like it will be a good day. Pool party at margots for the 4th!!
bababbbyy i misss you |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | party animal | ] |
| [ | music |
| | happy birthday to you... | ] |
today blairbear came to class to savee me from the hell i have been dealing with for the last four weeks...no one said hi to her. she felt sad but it was so funny. afterwards, we went to iparty to get mia all these fun toys for her birhtday. we ended up getting hats, blower thingies, rings, bracelets, play dough, and glow sticks. it was so awesome. then me blair, sonia, abbie and mia went to cheesecake for dinner. we will never be allowed back in there. we got all decked out in party gear and laughed so loud and hard for the whole time we were there. it was the best time ever. i love you girlllsss. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|07:20 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA SAMANTHA WEISS!!!
i love you baby and i can't wait til tonight. |
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| still no letter |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|07:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nice to meet you anyways-gavin degraw | ] |
the last few weeks have been such an up and down of emotions
i can't deal with it anymore. i wan't to feel normal again.
it seems like everyone i talk to about my life and who truly understand me are away
or are going to be away very shortly.
you are fatal to my relationship with him, it couldn't work out anyways.
you'll be going away for good soon and i've tried to get around that for a long time
...but it's just not realistic. i'm sorry.
call me when you're famous.
friends are for fools
HAHAHHA
bailey, susannah, ellie, bryan, zack, jilly |
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